I’m finding myself less and less tolerant of the human race of late. It’s quite depressing. I’m not sure if it’s the complete lack of intellect, manners and empathy… or if it’s all the above.
I’m sure it has something to do with Myspace. Myspace is evil, nothing but pure unadulterated evil.
Though I’m sure what it really is, is that I work full time as a barperson/waitress in a busy establishment.. Saving up what little I earn so I can afford the £3000 per year my collage education is going to cost me in tuition fees. And might I add, that if this new course is anything like the last – I’ll be paying £3000 a year to hear my tutor say nothing more for 2 years than “Sorry, I’m taking my lunch”.
I’m a dreamer, a fantasist a hopeless romantic if you will. It’s so infuriating to hear someone complain about their soup not being quite hot enough, when you’ve done nothing but work your ass off and accommodate that person for more than 2 damn hours.
All I want is to know that there is something more to life that this abysmal trap I’ve landed myself into. It’s pathetic. People are so fucking petty. And I speak from experience. Though I should add that you do (how ever seldom) meet some wonderful people that for a small amount of time make you forget you’re surrounded by fuck wits.
Ok, enough of this whining. I shall use this to be creative.. well probably not – but the thoughts there.

But you try cheer yourself up being in the knowledge that you have to go to work and serve said fuck wits in less than 10 minutes. Damn it.

Ste – I love you… you make each day special and my heart swell x x